Funkonovo/Allison's autism Blog

I was experimenting with the Pixlr app on my tablet and settled on this reverse black and white filter. It helped me to dramatically show the contrast between the flower and the leaves. A few weeks prior, I came upon a dead bunny (whose picture I will not post) while walking in another forest preserve. Nature is contrasted by both the beautiful and cruel. God created a perfect garden and two perfect people. (Genesis 3) Free will eventually changed that, but the beauty of God's creation will never be completely obliterated. I am reminded that life will get better than this, that there will be a new heaven and earth to come with no sin in it. May God bless you.

I posted a side by side picture of myself on my FB page. One has me with no glasses, smiling into the camera. Another has me with glasses on and smiling, but my gaze is off. I wanted to show through photography the rediculousness of telling someone "they don't look autistic" or that they must fit the stereotype when they aren't making eye contact, but making ever effort to be plesant. That isn't hard to do in nature. I think the media created a stereotype at least over the past two decades that an autistic person must be white, male distant, apathetic and having a persistant, off gaze all of the time. I do have a slightly lazy right eye. When I am stressed or very tired, the eye does move off center. That is also my migraine eye. Sometimes, my ever buzzing mind distracts me right before a picture is taken. The smartphones can be hard to see exactly where the lens is, especially if I want a picture taken sans glasses. Sometimes, in the case of the selfie or gro...